Saturday, January 31, 2009

another room re-done/re-doing

so, some of yall read my post a long long time'a go about me re-doing my room at my dads. still not done btw :P lol. but now i'm re-doing the one at my moms house, which is cool. i got this suede couchy bed thingy, which is cool. thats a bad explanation isnt it. ummmmmmm... okay, basically, it folds up into a couch, then, i can lay the back down, and when its laid down, i can prop one side up on the short side so i can sit up sorta. okay, i hope that makes sense :P i doubt it though :P
so today, i went to pick up a volenteer application at the humane society, i've been waiting 3 years to help out there. we talked about it today, and its exactly what i had been hoping for. but i have to wait till april 22!!!!! :( ugh, that way i'm old enough. grrrr hate that.

i'm layong on the couch thingy labober, and my cat is laying on my back :P shes very odd lol. i'm listening to a very irritating song 'sexy back' and its pissing me off, but i can't get up, because sienna is asleep!!!!! ugh. oh well, this is unnessicary information, i just realized idk how to spell unnessicary or volenteer :P how very sad lol

Wednesday, January 28, 2009


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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

a terrible things( yes, with an s)

Friday night- I went to the greatest concert, Forever the sickest kids, and then met the band, it was great, love them.
Saturday night- My dad wanted me to see this cover band, so me macy, kenna, aimee, my aunt jenny and her bf tony came. well, there she goes, jenny gets kicked out, and they call the cops on her, though she did nothing wrong, she just asked about the bill, and the manager went all crazy, he like, was ready to fight. but then we all left, and my dad gets this call from colten on our way home. he was in a car accident. MY BROTHER GOT HIT!!!!!!!! hes like the safest driver i know!!!!! these two chickas pulled out and smashed his truck. nobody was hurt, the two girls were totally fine, colten was.... a bit shaky, but no physical damage.
Sunday morning- well, we all decided to go to the gym. it had been about two hours, and i nearly faint, becuz of the lack of protein, so, they had me eat chicken :( and since i havent had meat since october, this is totally nasty, but i thew up, yup, gross. and to add to the bad day, i get a call from my dad when i was getting a haircut that night. one of my dogs spot was attacked by something, and hes in this emergency vet clinic.
Monday- spot died late sunday evening. time to tell the girls. everybody cried, even my dad. but, for some odd reason, i didnt. but i heard my other dog parker whining, so i went to check on him, he was fine, but i just broke down in tears, completely sobing, i sat down on the floor, and my sweet baby parker that is way to huge to lay on people, comes and stretches out acroos my lap and stares up at me. just like when he WAS little enough. oh wow, and i forgot, i rode knotch in the freezing rain for about 3 hours then told the girls.
Today- schools are closed, so i'm going to sit and watch the frozen roads, icy wind, a few movies and a computer screen, and sit with my big doberman who is to sweet to be real.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

It wasn't a dream, it was a memory

i couldn't think of a title, and right now, i'm watching tv, which rarely happens btw. with the exception of the past two days, because i have been sick, and home from school. so, i haven't met my new teachers, nor explained what i really need to explain to them, so i hope there aren't assigned seats... that doesn't make any sense to you does it? i have this thing... hate being in the center, surrounded by people or objects, freaks me out.... in other news, i was feeling a tiny bit better, so i decided i needed to work the horses, so i went and saddled scooby, and bridled him as well, first time in over a year. scooby had 30 days under saddle when he was two, over a year ago. and today, was his first day with a saddle and bridle since then. and he did good, so i got on, and flexed him, and walked around, just to give him a feel for things. he did great on his stops and turns, so we did a little trotting. this might not sound like much, but it is, it really really is. scooby a month ago, was a pushy, lazy, 'completely ignore you' horse, and no, hes responsive, and doesn't push you around. i'm very proud of him. now on the other end, it get worse. knotch is an ass. i spent an hour trying to catch him, and gave up because i felt sick and was cold, so i walked home all annoyed. and worst of all. Dolly, i'e known her for 9 years, ridden her for 8 and owned her for several years. her arthritis is getting worse, she can barely walk, and though we're doing everything we can to help her, shes only getting worse. i hate to think about it, but an option we hae to consider is putting her down, shes in alot of pain....

sry this post is longer than i had planned... good night everybody

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

in this day i have found

Today is angies birthday, she would have turned forty. But instead of thinking and missing her, today, for the fisrt day in my life i have prayed, I have never found the faith in me to believe in a God. But i did find it necessary when i read the post. please read it and comment, and please pray for him.

Friday, January 16, 2009

some bright light- look past this post to comment, where the pics are please

Words of wisdom from me...

Happiness is something that we all seek, all yearn to house. Many think the destination brings happiness, where ever we are going, getting there will bring joy. So they strive for it, with all their heart. But many question why once they get there. Why something once so important and desirable, fails to warm their heart. Not only that, but once you reach the destination, it only brings more need. The explanation is simple, so listen close. The destination is not where happiness flows, but the journey to get to the river.

i was sitting in the car, just thinking, and it came to me, i typed it out in my phone, not sure what to do with it, but also not wanting to leave it be. so i just decided i should post it on here, just for kicks. and now, a poem :P

I contain no special blood,
I wear no jeweled crown,
I have no magnificent castle,
Nor any sacred grounds,

Go take her,
Claim her as your own,
Leave me here,
All alone,

Let me freeze,
Let me shake,
Have her show you,
The love you'll make,

Make you happy,
Make you druel,
An oblivous man,
A sad fool,

For you do not know,
The path that you chose,
Brings not happiness,
But where sadness flows.

I guess it goes with happiness thing...

Saturday, January 10, 2009

pictures for the kind sir

my very large family

my beautiful sister macy with the sunglasses :P

Gryffin, my second youngest sister

My lovely aunt Julie

The adorable little Harper, the youngest in my family

my awesome brother colten, the oldest of the siblings, and my only blood sibling, rocks his curly red hair :P lol.

julie and a hell of a lot of stairs, you can't see them all, but omg, there were alot

3rd youngest, miss mckenna, love her, even with her weird poses for pictures

Macy and my father, mike

haha, my brother in his russian hat :P he got it for christmas and used it on the slopes

Scooby, the three year old wonderful gelding i'm training

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Frozen jeans are sexy, and i see a little man

hahaha, love you macy, inside joke, betcha wouldnt think the joke itself was funny even in the least, but the fact that its so stupid makes it funny, so yesh, i took a trip to colorado, yesh, it was in an rv, yesh, it was with 7 other people, yesh, it was with my dads side of the family, yesh, i wanted to strangle somebody every so often, yesh, it got very cramped, yesh, i wrote alot, yesh, i met cool people, yesh, i cried on that trip than in my entire lifes crying combined, yesh, i like iced tea, yesh i like skiing, yesh, i took pictures, yesh i talked to tyler, yesh, i got in trouble, yesh, i'm saying yesh, and yesh, i'm drinking iced tea wondering why i'm being more weird than usual. i'm gonna tell you'z bout my weird encounters with 3 guys on this trip

so first one, i got out of my earth hating machine thingy and went into the rec. center, i was sitting on the ground, just thinking, by myself, and this guy was in the other room right, playing guitar with some of his friends, and i'ma tell ya, he was freaking hot, i mean, yeah. but anyway, so he looks at me sitting there, says something to his friends they look at me, he gets up, and disappears into another room, bout 2 seconds later hes coming towards me playing the guitar, sits down next to me and just plays, eventually i had to go, i dont even know his name, but he was reallt freakin cool, totally random, but it was cool still.

next 2, so i was sitting with my sister macy, 12, and my other sister gryfin, 7, and gryfin is totally crushing on this really adorble little kid, so i'm like, just go talk to him, she wont, and we tried to get her to just go say hi for like, 30 minutes, no use, so these two guys were playing ping pong in front of us, it was hilarious, i kept getting hit with the ball, lol, so we already had a bit of a conversation going, not really though, small one, but so i was like, 'hey, what ur name?' and the one right in front of me, the cute one, was like, 'adam' and the one farthest away, 'jeremy' so i asked them if they thought gryfin should go talk to him, they said yes, so anyway, she wouldnt but we talked that night, and the day after, and now we've been txting, crazy part is, they live here, in dallas, yeah, sry this was so long, i'll explain the title with pictures on another post, sry it was so long