After Life

Her mind somehow wanders to where you lay,
Deep in the ground most would say,

But she knows different,
You are there with her,

Just quiet barely audilble,
Like a cats quiet purr,

When you left it cut her deep,
You can see it in her face,
even as she sleeps,

She tries to ignore the way she feels,
But that kind of pain won't ever heal.

Hurt
Sing to the moon,
A mask of gloom,

Writing a song,
Takes way to long,

Flying away,
Take me away,
Take me into a brighter day,

I'm sick of this doom,
I'm gonna lose,
Just leave me alone,
You've left your bruise.

Mk off 2 the FFA meeting and the orch meeting, which just happen 2 be at the same time!!! so i gotta go 2 both, miss some of both, but watever, that ok it'll be cool!!! - Taylor

knotch is so good

well the title only goes with the end.
so, school is boring, i got homework the 1st day, but watever, it wasn't alot. all my teacher are pretty cool 2, which is good. um, my schedule is good 2!!! orch. health ed :( algebra then biology. biology is by far the most boring subject, but the class is fun anyway, cool people in there. some are moronic, but watever, i had them in class for 3 years, and 1 more ha\our and a half for 1 semester wont kill me. i dont think anyway, lol. i'm just kidding. so now for the title to kick in
i was riding dolly and purposfully pissing knotch off. and wen dolly wouldnt follow him he would run around bucking and getting mad, so for about 20 minutes i took dolly and put her but facing him, becuz in horse talk thats like shunning him, knotch was NOT happy about it, so ye kicked and bucked and reared and tried everything 2 get her attention, but since i was in control, he got none, finally i walked off and he followed!!! :) go me and dolly right?!!! anyway of course i was on bareback and all, so running around was so fun, we raced a car, we also lost, but she's 28, wat did u expect?! but it was so fun anywho, so i fed them and spent about 45 min. with the nervous reck of a horse that just happens 2 be mine and called Knotch. i decided 2 get on, but i didnt want 2 tack up, so i put his bridle on and rode him bareback. now when i say that, please realize that this is a high risk for my health, and my life!!! bucuz last time i rode him bareback, he bucked me off, time b4 that he bucked me off time b4 that, he tried but only half heartedly, time b4 that he threw me in2 a fence, and the time b4 the time i rode him last with a saddle he threw me, and not 2 brag, but that takes effort!!! hes the 1st horse who has thrown me in a western saddle, and i've been riding 9 years, and ridden some crazy horses. back 2 2day, knotch was an absolute ANGEL!!!we walked and trotted without a problem, but i didnt want 2 push it right after a that big 20- 30 min. fit so i got off. it was an awesome day!!! love u knotch and dolly!!! parker- i miss u honey!!! thats my baby bty, well he's my dog, but he stays at my dads house, and i'm with my mom right now, have'nt seen him in a while :( miss u!!! anyway going 2 bed nite everybody!!!

Gift From Above

so, some of u no i'm not christian. and if u are i respect u for it. but i tend to write and it come out like i am a christian, so i thot i should just say it, i'm not a true one. i sorta believe in him, but i'm not sure, and i have 2 many doubts to say that i'm a christian. so now that thats said and done, here is my poem

You make me smile in the saddest of days,
And you make me laugh when I’m crying,
You brought me out of my darkest haze,
And taught me to live when I was dying,

I love you with all my heart,
This feeling will never die,
I’ve loved you from the very start,
I’ll never say goodbye,

To you I owe my soul,
And all of my love,
You make me whole,
My gift from above.

Just Because

i know i havent posted much poetry lately, but i just made one up. so here it is, its not that good, but who cares right??? tell me wat u think. and don't be shy, tell me if u hate it please, i truly want 2 no.

Snow covered river,
Why is he dead?
The thought makes me shiver,
It sticks in my head,

He drown in the cold,
With no help for him,
With nothing to hold,
And to weak to swim,

He died in pain,
Without a goodbye,
No need to explain,
And no need to cry,

Like he would say,
“Its just life child,
“It’ll be okay,
Its just one day,”

Your misery will end,
It always does,
Your heart will mend,
Just because.

- Taylor Tot

not much 2 say...

i don't have much 2 say. um, last night i was with knotch and there were some deer in the pasture. i hooked the rope 2 his halter while he ate, and a deer jumped the fence. he took off at a full run around our pasture. i got on Dolly bare back. and it was really fun cuz, in order 2 get him 2 stop, i had 2 keep him mind focused on something else, so me and dolls herded him around the arena. finally by some luck we cut him off the same second he stepped on the lead rope, so he stopped and i swung off and got him calmed down, it took about 20 min. of herding 2 get him 2 stop. but it reminded me how much i just love riding, and its not all about drills, but more being in tune with the horse, and dolly is the only horse i've ever truly felt that way on. going on 9 years of being riding partners. and wen i was up on dolly bareback, full out running with knotch, it was like me and dolly were connected and the 3 of us were a team. it was the best. and as soon as dolly knew wat she was suppost 2 do, her old cutting training kicked in, and it felt like we were... almost flying. i no it sounds ridiculous, but 4 those of u who have ever really connected with somebody or something, i mean really connected, u understand me. dolly is probly the only horse i'll ever really connect like this with, to bad shes 28, not much longer til... nvm, heading out 2 the barn now, l8ter ya'll

more quizes....

Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate
You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great.One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog...And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes.Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with.


What Your Favorite Color Black Says About You:
Timeless --- Stylish --- SophisticatedOverpowering --- Intimidating --- DominantPerfectionist --- Controlling --- Competent



Your Blog Should Be Purple
You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.


You Are an "A-OK"
Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Whatever will be, will be." Your greatest wish is to live each day a little better than the next.You are naturally calm and stable. Some people would call you a rock.You feel one with the world. You are a spiritual person, though no one who knows you would guess it.


Your Attention Span is Medium
Your attention span is just about average.You may think that you have a short attention span...But being distracted is something most people struggle with.The most important thing is that you're aware that your mind wanders.If you find yourself daydreaming, you can usually snap out of it.It may be tough to concentrate at times, but you can do it... if you want to!




What Your Taste in Music Says About You
Your musical tastes are intense and rebellious.You are intelligent... but in a very unconventional way.You are curious about the world. You love doing something new.In fact, you enjoy taking risks and doing things most people would shy away from.You are very physical. It's likely that you're athletic, but not into team sports.You have the soul of an artist. Beauty and harmony are important to you.


You Are a Realist
You don't see the glass as half empty or half full. You see what's exactly in the glass.You never try to make a bad situation seem better than it is...But you also never sabotage any good things you have going on.You are brutally honest in your assessments of situations - and this always seems to help you cope.


Your Spelling is Okay
You got 5/10 correct.Your spelling is a bit of a problem. Your instincts on how to spell things aren't horrible, but you often make an embarrassing mistake or two.

You Are a Dash
Your life is fast paced and varied. You are realistic, down to earth, and very honest.You're often busy doing something interesting, and what you do changes quickly.You have many facets to your personality, and you connect them together well.You have a ton of interests. While some of them are a bit offbeat, they all tie together well.You friends rely on you to bring novelty and excitement to their lives.(And while you're the most interesting person they know, they can't help feeling like they don't know you well.)You excel in: Anything to do with moneyYou get along best with: the Exclamation Point


What Taylor Means
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.


You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To
Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could.Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most. But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you?It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low.What you would like best about being a vampire: Living foreverWhat you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teeth


Your Anti Climactic Fortune
Deep into your future, I forsee: A high five


You Are Ugly Underwear!
Comfortable and soft, more people like you than let on.But it's very difficult for you to show yourself in public.

You Are Impact
You are very unique and quite striking. You are forceful and aggressive.You never go unnoticed, and people recognize your power instantly.While you make your presence known, your message is a bit fuzzy.You are not the easiest person to understand, and you're not one for details.

ok the last one is not me at all, but watever i like quizzes, but sometimes they're hard, cuz u don't no how 2 describe urself, idk anywayz, ok, its the 3rd day after the fall, and HOLY CRAP!!!! i'm in MAJOR pain!!!! ugh!!! but the 3rd day is always the worst, but jeez, this is the worst i've ever had it, just siiting hurts, moving, leaning, standing, pretty much EVERYTHING!!! ugh watever, cross ur fingers its better 2morrow!!! i no i am!!! and everything else i can cross without hurting myself more, that will give me good luck!!!

Quizes!!!!!

Your Independence Level: High

You are extremely self reliant and autonomous.You are definitely into doing your own thing.But you also wouldn't turn down help if you needed it.You follow your own path, but you don't do so blindly.


Moose = you are a good swimmer and is comfortable near bodies of water. You like spending time with your friends but you're silent and contemplative as well. You find dawn and dusks to be the most beautiful time of the day.

You throw tempers quikly, thats from another quiz.

so idk y i put this on, but i saw somethin like this on my bff's blog, and i'm bored and its 7:30 AM
so ya. kenna i blame you for my not sleeping, and waking up at 6:15!!!!! AM people AM!!!!